I am 21 years old. Mother of two boy, divorced. Because my ex husband has a stable life my boys are with him. Though that is a joint decision he makes my life hell and refuses to let me see them for more than 1 or 2 times every two or three months. I have missed birthday and holidays because his family no longer likes me. I dont do drugs i do not drink on a regular basis. I am a felon because we had food stamps when we were married. I was a stay at home mother and i had to fill out the paper work about his information. I mixed up the information and was charged with food stamp fraud, and now have to pay 2500 dollars back to the state of texas. Not only do i have that and not allowed to see my family. I find out more and more about how he cheated on me and had relationships with women and one women the entire 2 years of marraige. Growing up i had a drug addicted alcoholic mother and i was a teen pregnancy. I can't seem to find a job because of the felony and I have absolutely no family within 1500 miles. and even the family that far away i dont know where they are and because of the family history we no longer speak. Grated that is my choice but the fact still lies that I am a 21 yr old unemployeed mother of two beautiful boys who was cheated and used and destroyed in a marriage and it still hurts me. I have never had a stable family I have been homeless several times. Currently I am renting a room from my boyfreinds aunt. And I care about him and he tries to help me. But nothing seems to break my bond to wanting my family. I miss my children, i miss my life, ive been hurt and used and any trust completely abused. Cant find a job I have child support to pay, restitution to the state to pay rent to pay and phone bill though many believe phone is not important. but the phone calls to my boys are the most important things in my life right now. And I have no money and i seem to have breakdowns alot lately. I have been through alot in my short life so far. And i need to find help. Can anyone help me?
